Depression and Anxiety

I know many people out there would not like to say or show others that they are depressed. I hate being depressed myself. I am depressed because I think I am a loser in life. Only if something good happens would I get out of this miserable situation. I wish I had a girlfriend, had a good car or even have a good paying job. As far as I am depressed the chances to getting any of those is nil. If something tends to come in life, I take it for granted and spoil it. Seriously I would feel like ending my life but then that's a total failure. Nothing good ever happens. Hardwork pays but I don't get the chance. There are a lot of things I would like to do but none become realistic. All those fantasies and dreams are now hopeless.

I am anxious because I don't know if I should chase something only to give it up later because I am not fit for it or that someone doesn't want me. How does this love work and isn't love supposed to last a lifetime? Being single is way better than getting hurt in a relationship says people. Whatever it is, it is your life and you should be the one guiding it.

Blog Layouts

Today I found a blog template for my site and there were many out there. Most of them are sourced from wordpress blogs. A lot of varieties are available on the net. This one I got seems to be in Spanish and I edited a bit of it into English . Happy blog template searching. This is one site which might help - http://btemplates.com/

Laziness

Too lazy to move around. Too lazy to work. Too lazy to play. Too lazy to love. If we are being lazy all the time then there is no point in living. We gotta do something for ourselves. One at a time is good for ur start.So try being the new you and encourage urself to do better.

The Way Of My Life

Hi everyone! So this is how a blog gets being made. Hmm, well you guys can call me Bluebird for now. So should we really go into intros because I think it's totally unnecessary.Maybe as we go deeper we could have good bonds. Being anonymous for now because like you might know, there could be disagreements and perhaps a breach of privacy. Nobody usually says that they intend to make money by blogging(not all bloggers), rather they focus on the subject of their life and portray it in a sense of realness for the readers. Why do we look for matches in other's blogs and perhaps re-enact a scene which you think might have passed you or make you ponder about it. So what is the purpose of this blog? Well I really dont know. Perhaps to make a bit of money and to share my emotions. Negativity revolves around me, so no offence to u guys who are creative and those who have been successful with their blogs. Nowadays do people really share the good things they have with others? Sorry guys if I keep changing from one topic to another, just like flash of lights. So many questions worry me and as usual my body keeps doing the same things as if really owned by the devil but no hard sins committed. Ok guys, catch up to u all laterz. Take Care and any comment is welcome. Bye.